well today...lets see me and raka went through something really terrifying...yahhh but no worries:):)

woke up and got my shrooms:):):):) even better. then raka called and found out some bad news but we had to make it better so meand raka chilled till she had to work she went in late..at like 7 andi stayed here and made cds. aot of them:) they are awesome.

then she came home we went to taco bell and walmart/ god i bought alot of shit today:) cuz i got da money. holla

i should be getting my enlarger verrryyyy soon. and im no longer using the bathroom im getting a darkroom in my room. or just making my entire room a darkroom, which ever ichoose is what i get to have, thats awesome. seewhat happens when i graduate. my parents become cool.

thennnnn we picked up my bro and he got us smokesandthen we came back here i died my hair again. i gotta get the bleach soon and maybe some other colors i dunno.

me and rog sat ont he roof and we talked and i realizedthat i feel really shitty for ever leaving her forso calledfriends last year. that was bullshit cuz shes ALWAYS beent here and i cant lose her.

hell ive lost tayler. but that was her desciona nd im not gunna allow something like that to hurt me and raka. cuz i knowit wont. we have an understanding. i wish raka wouldve went to phish i wanted her there with me to expierence it more than any ofmy friends. she wouldve loved it. thats herkind of people and her kind of setting. i know she wouldnt have taken it for granted.

i wouldnt say im upset about the whole tayler. if it wasnt for raka id be in my roomright now balling like a few other times i thouight i lost her. but now that i have, its really brought no bad effect upon me/ which is a good thing cuz i cant dwell. ivelearned not to let the little things in life bring me down but to allow them to bring me closer to the ones who care. you know? that prob does not make sense. but the people i want in my life right now are down to a strict min.

theres certain people out there...one who fuck you over, ones who screw you up, and ones that make you smile...and raka and adam and abby are the ones that make me smile...whether its from singing at the top oftheir lungs to bsb, blowing things up, or telliing me off the wall crazy shit.

Dem124: i will talk to you tom. bffl :-)
Dem124: 777
Dem124: thanks a bunch hun you sleep good too your a good gurl dont worry about freinds

he is awesome tho. glad hes my bffl.

bitches and hoes are stupid.... im out

"come waste your time with me..." that one goes out to you...even tho you dont read this haha.:)